never grow up

ever since i was little i have always wanted to be older

i thought i that maybe when i was finally in high school i'd have a boyfriend, a cute lime green bug with daisy spinners, i would be smart, and everyone would love me.

nope.

now i wish i was a little girl with no decisions to make. boys didn't break your heart, grades weren't everything, you didn't have to work, and college wasn't just around the corner. 

the only thing that matter was friends, barbies, and coloring.

lets go back.

please?